Going to Reynosa.... maybe

A friend of mine i work with called me up and said hey you want to go to mexico? i said yeah, but i was laughing. she said no for real. i said when? she said next week. she has a friend that can not go and they want her to take her daughter to reynosa so they can meet her and spend christmas with her. she is about 1 or 2 and she was born here and has not seen her grandparents and all her family in mexico. It is just a long drive. i live in alabama and so it would take us a while. my friend says 12 hours to get to the border, but it has taken me 10 or 11 to get to Houston. She is just finalizing with the family to see if they are sure about all this and then she is going to let me know. i kind of want to go, but i am a little scared. i don't want to get stuck in mexico or anything. i do not have my passport, but the kids do. i don't want to get accused of smuggling kids because my son does not look anything like me. i have his passport and everything, but i guess since i have never been by land i am really nervous. thinking about the cartel and all that. well, i guess i know i will be a nervous wreck when i do go with daddy edgar to mexico. Just to let everyone in on a little secret, i am hoping that he will change his mind and not want to go for a while. sometimes i believe if his mom was able to come on a tourist visa that he would be content. everyone has given me the advice that i have expected( as far as going to mexico) that i need to visit 1st. well i know i need to and that is why i am hoping that our date will change from january to about october, so i can go and visit in january or february.
I may have a situation that i will really need and want to stay in the US. i may be expecting. i had a scare a few months ago, but it was due to the pills i was taking. i have been taking them now for 4 months and so i am like how in the world can i be pregnant? i am going to take a test tomorrow and see what happens and then i am going to call my doctor by monday if i have not had any change in anything. i know if i am that will maybe make things hard with daddy edgar. he has his heart set on going the 1st of the year and i do not want him to feel obligated to stay. i will go with him, but only if we go with the plans that we will be living on the border and i will be able to continue working in Texas or whatever state is closest. i am not going to be able to live on the ranch, i need to be somewhere so i can make a quick trip to the border for some chinese food! i love snow crab and shrimp and pizza when i am pregnant, actually that sounds like what i want to eat now. i am on a diet, but i am waiting to take the diet pills until i find out for sure if i have company or not.