I am okay.

As you can see from the last post I was really worried about the flight. I still am a little worried, but I am hoping that everything is going to be okay! Well I am getting excited now! Less than 2 weeks and we will be there! I guess I have been wanting to meet his mom so bad that I can not believe it is really going to happen. I am excited to meet everyone and see how it is there. I am getting married on Thursday and I am excited about that also. We are not going to have a wedding, but it's okay. We may be able to have something later on.
I have a lot of cool things happening this month and well this year actually. I am going to Mexico next week. I am coming back on a Wednesday and I will be going that Thursday or Friday to get a mobile home. It's a start and later on in my life I would like to build a home. Right now we want something that is paid for, so we do not have to pay rent. That will be nice. Well also Elisa is going to get in the Pre K program, I did not know that Alabama had this in the public schools. So hopefully the list is not too long and she will be able to go by August. She is going to be 5 years old in November so she will not go to Kindergarten until next August. She is ready to go and sometimes I am ready for her to go. No, really she just gets bored at home and also I think that it would be good for her to be with other kids instead of trying to be momma to baby edgar. Then I will be having a baby this year. I decided that I want to wait it out, I have been induced before, but this time I would like to feel the excitement of going in to labor at a surprise time. I won't go for natural though! I am not even thinking about it. I am also getting my tubes tied. I am kind of sad about that, because there is a difference in not wanting to have any more kids and not being able to have anymore kids. I hope all goes well with my pregnancy. I am already thinking about baby names! I hope I have a girl, but either way I want a healthy baby- boy or girl. If I have a girl I want to name her Sofia Pilar, but that will probably change 10 times before I have her and then end up nothing close to it. I was going to name Elisa- Liliana and call her Lily, but that changed. There was a name that I really liked, but my granny said no way in this world are you going to name her that. I liked and still like the name...... Miroslavia and call her Lavy, I think it is Russian or something. Weird name? Now if I have a boy I want to name him Julian (that's my dentist name, but I am not naming him after my dentist) Ok for all my non spanish speaking friends it actually sounds like Hulian, but they will call him Julian all his life. I have a few other names, but for now I am stuck on Sofia and Julian or maybe Alex or Lily or Monica or Lucy or Juliette or Damian... okay see what I mean. Anyone have any ideas? I want something different. I like the name Sarita also- I like the way it would be pronounced in Spanish,not in English especially Southern English. Something like this.... Sureeda. (jejeje - no offense to anyone from the south- I am a southern girl too born and raised!)